You

I never knew this was going to kill me,

Of mentioning you in every breath.

I deserved a life full of you,

And I received an all-alone death

My mistake wasn't to love you,

All I did to me was hate.

I deserved a destiny that got us together,

And I got stuck on an unfortunate fate.

What to do with this anxiety,

I curse myself every day.

I deserved a road that led to you,

And I walked on a wrong way.

I need to be strong, I know,

But my life isn't being fair.

I deserved someone who held my hand,

And I gave my heart to someone who didn't care.

My dreams are shattered like glass,

I can't explain this pain.

I deserved a home full of life and us,

And I am left under a sky where I won't be able to love again.

I am unable to live like this trust me,

My emotions faced a sudden demise.

I deserved the truth that was meant for me,

And I was gifted with these sugarcoated lies.

I wish I could go back in time,

I am so tired of all this, I can't pretend.

I deserved a forever full of love,

And I was forced to the very end