Solitude

The Last time,

I saw you,

We're in Blue 

And

Everything around us was blue;

Sometimes loneliness feels like

I'm lost in search of myself,

When nobody is around me

To help me.

Sometimes the mirrors in my room,

Force me to open up my journal,

That's long forgotten.

Sometimes it felt like I'm lost

Because of you,

Maybe, I lost my mind too. 

Sometimes, it's not the writing that matters,

Reading is;

Sometimes, it's not the talking that matters,

Listening is;

So when I opened up my journal 

After A long gap,

I listened to it

And

All it did was to shout at me.

It shouted how I felt about you,

I love you

I love yo

I love y

I love

I lov

I lo

I l

I

I h

I ha

I hat

I hate

I hate y

I hate yo

I hate you 

And I realized

I don't love you anymore,

Maybe, what people said was true,

Maybe, it's not death that needed courage

Maybe, it's the life that I wanted without you

Needed courage,

So, when you left me in our Favorite Aisle,

I decided I want to decorate every corridor

And

Every corner of that building with my Solitude

And next time,

When my thoughts wander,

My Solitude won't invite you,

Because the last time when I was almost dead,

Solitude slapped me and saved me from you.