Selfish me? No baba It's Saetan

At the dusk,

When I fell,

I never wanted to fall.

In the arms of saetan,

How I fell,

I can recall.

Those midnight cries,

Those midnights

When used to beg him

I can never forget them

Till I die.

Stop calling me selfish,

I never was,

Neither I wanted to be.

Why don't I try to be good?

I tried,

After trying to be selfless,

Even I have forbidden myself,

Because I found no cure.

Maybe this is because of the lesson

That saetan gave me,

He asked me,

To be worse,

Coz' according to him,

"No one belongs to the 

Emotions you hold"~