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I went to the doctor and asked,

"Can you put my eyes inside"

"It would be dark,..inside" he says

"But outside is darker, sir" I say

And he looks with mother like gesture,

"Is your heart broken, boy" 

"No sir" I zap to avoid uncertainty 

"Consult a psychiatrist then" he proposed

"My mind is complete but empty 

I have friends but I am helpless 

I do love but I am pathetic 

At times I feel episodes of nothingness

Like what a left teddy bear feels

My mom says it's life, let it stretch 

But I don't have flexibility to stretch 

The psychiatrist would name it 'complex'

But it is as simple as zero

Most of my days are like deep ditch,

That are deep, filled with nothing"

Says I, and let out a sigh

The doctor put a hand on my shoulder 

"You must search for yourself dear,

You might find yourself in one of the ditch

Help yourself out and remember do say,

Finally I found you, 

Now I will never leave you".