My Final Calling
My Final Calling1 min 23 1 min 23
Every dart the enemy threw
To my thoughts, stir the lies in brew;
Laying here in my room, day after day
Swimming in my temporary grins, sway
'Til I'm bound to my sins, piercing behind
My heart, prisoner of my own mind.
Any addiction or obsession attached to this world
Keeping us busy, or from being bored
It's the work of the devil, this I know,
Putting my mind in a trance, though
Taking my eyes and covering my ears
From the truth, where I wanted to disappear.
Every second I spent in my own home
Wasting my time on temporary things,
When I should've looked up to the High King
Sitting on His rightful throne.
I avoided His face, I know that is wrong
I don't remember why I disobeyed for so long
But at His right moment, in His perfect time
The Lord woke me up, shone His warm light
Surrendering myself as the Child of God
Opening up my heart for Him to clean,
Committing myself to this new goal
Until I am filled with nothing but peace and joy.