My Fallen Angel

Thinking through the bottom of my heart

Lo, I see, I looked and I saw

The pain in my heart

The pain captured by my past. 

So creeping in and out with much heaviness

What didn't I do, I kept asking

Who didn't I call?

I missed all out at once 

My life so fell into pieces

My mind jailed in the prison of my pain

I shouldn't have done it

Why did I start this? 

I really wanna call for peace

Hear me, my dearest friend

Yes you, beauty

It all started when I stared into those eyes of yours. 

With joy so overwhelming

Never knew what to do

So I looked deep and marveled

Those eyes speaking love to my heart. 

A heart was so broken by it's past

Yea, those eyes finally spoke to my heart

My mind heard that sweet voice of your eyes

With much insight. 

They went deep and broke

That which kept me from loving once again

This pain kept me hidden for long

Shuttered in my graven imaginations. 

My heart shuttered by my first love

My heart pinned to my past pains

A vow never to give in I made

Never to love again. 

One step forward, I met you

So close but never saw

How blinded by the pain of the past

But see as your lights shining. 

That look at your feet

Caused me to stare again

A look in your eyes brought me here

I saw that which I have missed for a long. 

But finally, I found the key

The key to the joy of my dreadful heart

As tamed by the pain of my past

All lies in those sweet and charming eyes of yours. 

My craving for you I guess will never leave

The doors of my heart once again opened

To those sweet words of your eyes

Let them speak once again to me my dearest friend. 

A @Paajohnny's Writing ©2020My fallen angel.