My Diary

In this unknown world,

Eyes look at every dream.

On dreams, I spent many

Sleepless nights,

Somethings not quite right,

Sometimes falling to understand,

My character and outlook 

May not suit others,

And I proceed 

On every part of life that

Everything would be okay.

I keep my diary in my heart,

I interact with myself,

So that my heart,

Would get light from it,

For getting path of future. 

Once I was

A barefooted youth,

In search of a house and

 Employment,

I reached Cuttack,

Being penniless,

I found certain persons,

Very much affectionate, 

For whom I could remain 

At Cuttack,

Continued my study on Law.

My character is to 

Live like Lion with

My stubborn attitude,

Not to lose my

Independent thoughts,

And Independent outlook. 

I decided to be

In law profession,

I found my seniors,

Affectionate to me,

But they were also

Of Independent thoughts,

And having Independent outlook. 

They were very much

Affectionate to me,

Till their death,

Inculcated and strengthened 

My idea to remain with my

Independent outlook. 

I found the lady,

Asked her,

Would you still love me,

 If I had any flaws?

Flaws in my skin, 

In my life or 

In my character.

Asked her,

Would you still love me if I had failed?

Failed at handling myself or her,

She agreed,

We entered into 

Marriage transaction.

In the long run in my

Professional career,

I found the dream,

What my heart needs,

To be truthful,

Independent,

Not to goad and tout

For anybody,

Has no standing 

In this unknown world.

Such good or bad Spot,

My beautiful dream,

I couldn't washout 

Even after many years,

Though I have spent in regret,

Regret for not taking 

A stand for myself.

I still can't tell you, if I am wrong.                 ---------------------------------------------------------