Mourn Not Thee l Plea

Inside l burn 

Torn to bits.

My eye's are hot

And bleeding pain.

Everything inside 

Shakes

I'm lost in a war 

Of suicidal thoughts.

My inside's

Are crashing down on me.

No place to run or hide.

I wanna scream so loud.

But nothing comes out.

And worse still 

Who will hear my cries?

My mind paints

Black and red.

Night falls 

My tear's roll 

A continues flow.

Over ridden with fear's

And broken dreams.

My life is about to fall

Even deeper.

Deeper deeper l go.

Into an awaiting pit.

My soul is about to take 

The fires 

Of hell awaits.

Of garden gates Not.

But ashes to dust l go.

Forgive me Lord.

It's not my fault.

But demons took me 

Without my consent.

And now l pay 

With my life.

You may take with ease.

As l scream out loud.

My thoughts all gone.

Forever at peace.

Mourn not thee l plea.