Depression 16

Now l have covered 

Various stages 

Of depression.

Which is to help

Everyone who is

Going through it

Sorry to say but

Some

Mostly alone

I'm afraid

But it's okay

Kind of

As there are a lot

Of people who.

Care and understand

I'm one of those

If you didn't 

Already know it.

Now today's 

Chat 

Session

Therapy

Whatever

For me, I'll

Call it company.

While having

Some tea.

So far we've been invaded

Abused, hurting all the time

Losing our fuse.

Feeling hot

Then cold.

Doped up to the

Eye ball's

Almost looking

Like the devil

Himself.

And

Having no privacy

No one 

To talk to

Apart from 

The shadow

Reflection 

That has no

Reflection

As you gaze

Upon the mirror.

"Rocking to and fro"

No one knows

Except you

Behaving

Like some nutter

From a 

Psychiatric hospital

And not forgetting

Name-calling

You have been Called

By some family members

People and so-called

Friends

Loony

Mad 

Crazy

Insane.

Crackers

Crack head

Pill head

Pothead

You're dead

It's

Terrible

Not on

Then they say, oh it's okay

They have just come out

For 

The day

On Day release

From some

Madhouse

Loony bin

Bughouse

Or even worse

Mental institution

Sanitarium

Insane asylum

And to finish off

With

Funny farm

There's nothing 

Funny about this all

Are you laughing

No.

And to top of things

I haven't even mentioned

That is to

Talk about

Our fears

Of stepping out

From our cage

Called home.

Soon as you try

The sweat 

Starts pouring

Of your weak self

Then start burning up

About to faint

While inside

Dead.

I can't face

People

People can't

Face me

So I'm

Trapped

Inside this 

Nightmare

They flipping

Called home.

That's enough for today.

The session has just Ended!