Motherless

I’m lost in loneliness on a path full of darkness.

A little less loved and Motherless is how I feel.

Lesser loved and Motherless.

Wake up in the morning, And a look at our matching tea mugs.

And suddenly I remember you aren’t anymore.

A Little less loved and Motherless, that’s how I feel.

Wandering through the day, Deserted and clueless with my own around me but their wounds healed and mine scraped raw again.

A little less loved and motherless,that's how I feel.

My come back to a house, which I once had called a home,

I find myself waiting for you to come even when I know you won’t.

A little less loved and motherless, that’s how I feel.

I gather the courage to look through your things..

It still looks the same, your fragrance in clothes you once wore…

Smiles and laughs we laughed together as if trapped in your things come to life before my eyes.

A little less loved and Motherless, that’s how I feel.

Your voice still echoes & I keep counting words unsaid, things left undone,

Your memories come back one by one.

A little less loved and Motherless, that’s how I feel.

In the dark of night when no one can see my face I find myself teary eyed,

Counting the promises I got to keep,

Your smiling face, I miss and miss it bad, sobbing and crying myself to sleep.

I cry, I weep, I break, I scream, Million times a day.

I search, I cry, I fall, I try, I fail and fear I will never find my way.

Blinded I walk, Lost and alone on the dark path.

A little less loved is what I am, Lesser loved and Motherless.