Memories

It's all in my memory 

And in my small diary 

September, the month I met an angel

October, the month we got closer 

November, the month with our special day

December, the month I smiled to sleep through my tears

January, the month we were inseparable

February, the month I was slowly going insane

March, the month I realized you were my addiction

April, the month we stopped talking in public

May, the month we were drifting apart

June, the month where a piece of me drowned 

It's all still in my memory 

And in a small diary 

The intoxicating smile 

Angelic eyes 

Soothing voice 

A hand I wanna hold forever 

A body I embrace 

Lips I wanna kiss 

The neck I want to mark 

It's all in my memory 

Locked in a special place 

Of my broken heart with your name on it.

Dressing in red 

When I'm at my miserable, in need of you 

Buying 5 stars 

Storing it in my fridge 

Wish I still had the privilege

To keep it in your bag in a secret 

Those were the memories 

I'll never want to forget 

Dreams of giving you a RED rose 

A soft kiss on your forehead

To hold your hand again 

To embrace your body on mine 

Looking at me again 

With those adoring eyes 

While I eat a burger 

Kissing you until death do us apart

But then the tears fall 

Making me realise, they might stay a dream forever 

My love for you stays 

Until the moon exists.