Mazed

A million little thoughts of all kinds stuck my mind,

When my memories with you spin and rewind.

I lose control of me, my mind and heart,

And the memories appear as abstract art.

Should I get back to you or stay apart,

And be a star away in the absolute dark.

I'm right out of my mind, my heart's mystified,

You leave me petrified, with my tensions amplified.

My heart battles my mind, the never-ending fight,

One says to be with you and the other to leave your side.

Should I trust my sensible heart or my sound mind?

To trust them so true, but I ain't at all that blind.

The wildest thoughts run all around my mind,

My heart's threatened by monsters, fully entwined.

It's like counting the countless stars, leaves of neem,

Caught up in the maze, losing all my esteem.