Locked Feelings

I slowly looked at his eyes

Lovely beard with sparkling eyes

Feels to be inside his heart

Finding warmth with love 

I was "locked" with gutters

Hidden among a pile of books 

The vision of "black coat" haunts 

Scary and nightmares roars 

My lips " shakes " for him

My nerves " stood up" for his figure

My eyes stare at him

Me; suffers; with "locked feelings"

I drew his portrait

To be hung on my wall

But; my mind says "No"

"Study, study, study"