juggling the balls

if I go after the word money ,....then the word,...women may feel bad,....

and if I leave both these words and,...

if I go after the word life ,....selfishly,.....

the word humanity may feel bad,....

and if I go after the word ,...renunciation,....

then the word ,...lust,...may feel bad,....

if I go after the word equilibrium,....

then all words may feel bad,....as I'm proved to be a failure. 

so where am I?,....exactly where I was,...

starting point ,....imagining it as the finishing point,.....

I see lots of brothers and sisters,....beside me,....playing juggling balls.