Insomnia Of Regret And Sorrow

In bed I lay, tossing and turning,

My mind won't stop, my heart's still burning.

Tears flow down, a never-ending stream,

Anxiety's the test, it's not just a dream.

I gave away my key to bliss,

Now I'm left with emptiness.

Can't forgive myself for being naive,

Struggling to breathe, can't even grieve.

Shadows suffocate, pain won't go,

Haunted by what I'll never know.

Regretting choices that led to this end,

Lost in sorrow, can't pretend.

Sleep escapes me, my mind races fast,

Trapped in a nightmare that lasts.

Searching for a way to feel whole,

But sadness lingers, taking its toll.

I hope to heal and find some peace,

Until then, struggling to release.

Crying and fighting with myself,

Trying to find happiness on the shelf.