In A Classroom

In a classroom full of students

Peeking at him

I painfully realized,

 

I was never a priority

Always a choice

 

Whatever I do, whatever I wish for

He would not be mine 

Because he never belonged 

 

I only loved him for who he was 

He preferred the ones who wanted what he had

 

All my dreams 

All my hopes 

Shattered in a millisecond 

When in a classroom full of students 

I finally realized

 

I was never a priority always a choice.