Illness

I was unaware

That how I was hurting myself

My body was suffering from sore

And I found myself totally helpless.

I forgot to care

At home my parents are there

I was so rebel

Invited my own illness

Didn't realise when I got addicted

I was miserably unstable

And with zero stillness.

I hardcorely drugged myself

Took flakka, marijuana, heroin, cocaine

Fuzzy mind and heaviness sensation

Injected ecstasy into a vein.

Smoked well, drugged well

With so much of craziness

Took one wrong step destroyed myself

Now I have symptoms 

Of brain damage with shakiness.