I Wanted To Be An Atheist

I wanted to be an atheist but -

Whenever I was in a crisis but managed to escape from it,

Whenever I lost my control over my anger but then realised it is worthless,

Whenever I gave up on everything but got inspired to live,

When I was about to do something wrong but my morals were awakened at the correct time.

In the form of that escape, motivation, realization and awakening,

God proved its existence.