I'm living with a War

I am living with a war every day,

In my heart, 

I am always on the move,

Without a place, I call home,

Everyday is a treacherous path,

I am a nowhere man,

I have travelled,

Across this whole country, 

To soothe my soul and my feelings,

But the heart still hurts.

Just a few months ago,

I lost the most precious thing,

A gift of humanity as a whole, 

My mother, 

The apple in my life, 

My bundle of happiness,

Died on the morning,

Of July, a month of sorrow!

Her death cast a

Shadow over my soul,

I'm walking with a void,

My heart bleeds all the time, 

Salt tears plow down,

My haggly, chubby face.

I lost track of my own life,

Just wandering around, 

Hoping to see her again. 

My journeys are endless, 

Nobody knows how deeply sad,

I feel inside, 

The pain is atrocious.

Death is a long and meandering,

Procession, a dark abyss,

No man knows his end!

Thanatos comes in the middle of the night,

And rip out the living,

To his underworld,

Nobody knows Thanatos's price,

No one escapes his insidious bonds,

We are all journeymen,

In this world, it's worth treating,

Your companions with humility and love,

Tomorrow's voyage to Never Land,

Start with the darkness, 

Next, comes the light of realisation,

And in the end, acceptance!

This is the war I live with every day.