I Am Still Hiding From ! ...

I am still hiding my happiness,

That doesn't mean I don't want it,

But what will I do when the pain vanishes,

I am still hiding my pains and emotions,

Because my caring family, especially my Maa, reacts strongly to my pains... 1

I am still hiding from my caring persons when they shout at me,

Instead of showing my anger,

By thinking about how my crudeness badly gives pain to them,

I am still hiding my reality from myself in my experience,

Perhaps I have not achieved the goal that I thought would contribute to my wellness... 2

I am still hiding from many fake people,

Because in a fraction of a second, they may change from milk to curdle,

I am still hiding from telling a lie, even if I am trying not to tell it,

I am still hiding from evil souls for the sake of my own profit,

Who can throw someone even into hell... 3