How Can I Ever Forget You?

I never forgot your phone number 

so, there is no need to note it down

and it's not a choice for me

I called you today

You didn't really want to talk to me

yeah predictable 

you didn't really want to talk much 

obviously not to me

If I never made the attempt to call you

you would have never called me 

yeah, pretty obvious 

wow you make me feel so worthless 

like my existence itself doesn't matter

and that is what makes me attracted to you 

I am so pathetic

I am such a turnoff 

And you love it that you know you are never going to date me 

You love ignoring me 

  You love to say that you see me as a 

  friend.

  You are a liar.

  You don't even see me as a stranger.

All the time I am thinking about you 

I hate it that I love it.

Thank you for your contribution in my life 

Making me feel I don't deserve love at all.

Thank you for making me feel like a looser 

clinging on being loved and obsessed about it.

You have no idea how cancerous you are.

My organs and mind are shutting down because of you.

  You have no idea,

   that I can no longer believe I will find love      one day.

  You have no idea,

  that I can never imagine a boy falling in love    with me.

      

  You have no idea,

  that my belief has got rooted so bad 

   that if someone does say they love me 

  I would burst with pain.

   

    You have no idea, and you don't care 

    Not even the slightest bit of you care

  Thankyou Mr.,

  For making me feel miserable.

 How can I ever forget you?