Hope And Devotion
Hope And Devotion
It was funny how my heart ached every single time I thought about him,
My mind was trying to find closure,
But my heart was looking for its next fix.
I was depressed,
I knew I wouldn’t be able to ever make to his side of the world,
He wouldn’t let me.
I was angry at myself,
How did I become this obsessive asshole who didn’t know how to quit,
Who didn’t know what was good for her and her ego.
I was hurting,
For every time I let him creep into my mind,
My soul would start weeping for itself.
I was torturing myself towards destruction,
Without knowledge of handling immense, inexplicable pain.
I was in a peril,
Conscience shaken,
But this hope of a better tomorrow kept me on a leash.
I was surprised,
A billion smiles and voices on this planet,
Still my spirit would wander off,
Every time he called my name.