Heartbreaks

Heartbreaks hit me really hard

Then it is all sad,

Sad like an abstract something intensifies

And I feel it quite concrete inside me.

Then it is all dark;

All of a sudden, I realize that

This person whom I loved

Was the sun of my system,

And without my sun

I am left in a darkness

Then the next moment

I am chasing my sun.

In empty voids of nothingness

I run in loops and rounds

For some my globe of light

Because I am scared to be in the dark.