Fire

My love was fire, lighting up the cold;

My heart was tender, strong and bold.

Carried your silence, carried your pain;

Drank from this cup, your hate was my chain.

Smelled the lies underneath your roses,

Hold on, kept strong but I'mma lose it,

For your name is written in my guts and soul,

For my tears will cry from the innocence you stole.

I got blinded since you've been away,

My light of my eyes and my dorns, my moon and my sun,

My worst destruction and my rhythm of the night;

For I have promised to be your light,

For I have promised I will always stay.

The winter of your wine was my sweet dusk,

What was written to our stars is pain and lust,

You were the blood of my veins,

Now, I suffer from thirst in the dessert.

I condemned the love, passion and pleasure;

Free now, lost, burning but broke the chains;

You left me burning, burning to dust.

The smile of your eyes is my bitter dawn,

What is written in my retina is storm and desire.

You are the tears of my passion, all that I love;

I suffered from your hardened word,

I'm picking up my life, broken sword,

Dark rain dropping from up above;

Living now, escaped the snow with my consuming fire.

Flowers of my soul are rusting,

Tears don't believe in trusting,

Broken mugs condemn my sacrifice;

Your body is summer your soul is ice.

You gave beauty to my existence, my bless and war;

Thunder is running down my check.

Your kisses were roses, flowers, sun and now you are somewhere far

I lost my way, trembled on the stones, I hope I find the street, it's air I seek;

Cant breathe and my oxygen is taken,

My anger and my destruction is awaken,

Always pain, always wounds always torture,

The deaf can't hear my cries, there's no fortune.

Try to laugh and let things pass, patient with tears;

Empty- handed left with my flames and my fears,

Poor heart confused and lost.

Payed a price, how much will it cost?

No one, but the pain is my friend!

At least I tried till the bitter end,

The killers we will love and the murder we will fall for;

Love is a killer, love is a closing door.

Need you like water, need what is almost gone;

What once happened can't be undone.

Have to let you go, have to control the flames,

Cause I'm burning like hell and don't see an end.

What I need for now is your lost hand,

For I'd rather escape from the cold,

Than dying over and over again.

Still my life is a promise for your sake,

If God kills you I'm begging him my life to take.

I'd die for you without a shadow of a doubt,

But if I stay with you there will be nothing to take.