Feeling sick again

Laying on the bed with no sleep at night,

I'm Lost in my senses with demons trying to break me down.

I feel like collapsing from all the weight that I carry and thinking about how did I get here in the first place? 

Yeah! I'm feeling sick again, my mind racing, and I can't put any brakes on it.

It's almost 3 am and it got me thinking about what was I doing wrong?

Finally, after hours of disputes in my mind, I understood that I was just overthinking about my life this whole time.