Fatherly Mirage

He would have towed me

On his shoulder 

And never the ground

He wouldn't have let me be in patience

Or be dying for a doctorly crowned

He would have gave me pasta or bread

And never bestowed on me any life's dread

I would play basketball 

He would've been my teacher

Even if he knew nothing at all

He would've taught me to beat words

I would be the center 

I would be a part of his world

I would glorify each food item,

He would entertain each pearl

He could have been 

But he choose not to be

But I love this illusion 

An illusion of a father supporting me. 

Better than  the resentment 

Better than all negative theory

Better than any relationship wonder

Or that cinematic life's dowry

I would rather be happy with this illusion

That my father was the best 

Than give myself to worry. 

And burn in hurt for others fest

Alafmerin Raw