Falling

I'm standing on the edge 

My toes hanging off the side

The wind blows sweetly

Rustling my hair And relaxing me

Causing me to lean towards the void

All around me

I hear her voice whispering "You're handsome" and

"I'll always be there for you"

I close my eyes And I can feel her hand in mine

And her arms wrapped around me

Then my head is filled with memories

Of her lips

Pressed against mine

In the softest manner

And then I'm

I Then you come along

You mend my brokenness

 And before I know it I'm on top of the building again

And help me to my feet

And yet again The wind blows

Trying to push me off the edge

But this time I brace myself

I don't want to fall

And get hurt

A second time

I try to back away from the edge

 But something stops me

I hear your voice

Calling to me from below

"I will never break your heart

I swear"

Slowly

I move towards the side of the building I picture the times we've talked for hours

The times you've held me when I cried 

The times you stuck by my side

When no one else would "I'll never hurt you like she did"

You whisper this in my ear

As I drift off to sleep one night

I never remembered until now

Then

Falling I've fallen in love with her

And it's the most exuberant feeling

The air rushes around me

And makes me lightheaded It's like

I'm flying

And nothing can stop me

All I hear is her voice

Telling me I'm the only one

for her

Then...

She

Leaves

I hit the ground

Which seems to materialize underneath me

And for months I lay there

Broken

Hurt

And crying People try to help me up

But I don't let them

All I can think of

Is her

How could she make me fall for her

When she had no intention

 Of catching me.