Ever Lasting

This loneliness is so pleasant

The thoughts of him marched in

Those lonely movements

When we were hugging each other

Those talks which I only can hear

Amidst the crowed

 Those silence watching eyes

Trying to catch my glimpses

Those thrilling movements

Finding my rare beauty in my anger

 And hangover on it for some times

 Me admiring his charming posture

And was proud of him for being my love

 

This loneliness is so dear

His fingers gentle touch all over my womb 

In which lay his and mine token of love

The springing emotions reaching their peak

 Those fresh and whispering words

On and on carrying me into the dream world

Annoyed overcoming up of time

Which disturbs my lovable movements

Which I can’t stretch my hands to reach

Out for it to stop it, from reminding me

 

This loneliness is so bitter 

It is chasing me from behind like a vamp

His and mine hatreds 

His and mine quarrels

His and my fatted physique

Bolded heads and grey hairs

The dark circles around eyes

Which see each other

 

This loneliness is so bitter

It is so bitter, that we started seeing 

Crippled appearance in our siblings

The love is burning in ego flames

With finding no way to come of it 

 The soul is restless, like an oil contained eyes

Which cannot close the eyes 

Finding pinpricks every now and then

And pinpointing all the time 

Cannot find the paths of errors committed

Like a vagabond van, it is wondering 

Tracing its place 

With no dreams, but weaving its net 

 

This loneliness is too long 

It is torturing my sweet memories

Just like caught in the clutches of Octopus

The love and affections are caressed in the dislikes