Embrace The Forbidden

"Put it down right now"!

Those are the words of my brain screaming to me to spew up all the feelings 

But my heart knows that I won't be able to do it. 

Not because I'm scared to admit but I'm petrified to hurt not myself but others around my circle. 

Humans have the tendency to feel such things than any other creature on this planet but sometimes you are in a dilemma.

The quandary of my situation is I'm too weak to take the guilt of hurting others upon myself

Take it as a weakness or strength its one's perception. 

Man has evolved since ages and has master the art of camouflaging. You don't want to cover up or tell a lie but you have to otherwise everything will come crashing down. But you know what's the best about all these is that you can keep people encircling you happy. 

That's the perfect way to deal with your dispensable emotions. The smile that they wears just strips of every bit of your guilt and agony. 

But how long?? 

How long will you camouflage it. Putting your mental health on the cost of others. Is it worth it?? 

Is it worth putting everything for a single person 

I don't know...but what I do know is I need to be capable of everything

Everything that's come in my way and all I need to do is face it with my wisdom and courage