Edhbhavam Tadhbavathi

I've been the sky's eye, through which gods and demons observe the planet. They are always afraid to see because the eye emits constant fire, which wounds them when they utilize their bad mind to see the universe. The divinities relax as they view the snow behind the fire. They are staring at me from dusk to dawn and throughout the day. They are watching while I attempt to choke myself. They noticed me trying to take myself. They could sense my longing for strange creatures. They had no idea how lonely I was or how quickly it was taking control. They thought the world was mine, but they had no idea I was alone in there. They saw my family in a world where I was the monk and nothingness was around.... - USMA