Drinks And Her

What is it with these alcoholic drinks that make me remember you?

It is fine when I am in a big party...

But why my heart starts bleeding suddenly when I am alone and drinking?

Why suddenly I feel uneasy and difficult to breathe?

Why I am suddenly sweating?

Why does my brain stop working suddenly?

Why your memory occupies every cell of my body?

Why the thought of not able to see/meet you anymore makes me have heartache?

Why do I feel suddenly its an end of the world?

Aren't you gone leave me alone?

Or are you determined to make me think like Sushant?