Do You Love Me?

Do you love me?

Its not straight yes or no

As I scarcely could say 

I feel both ways 

As I have mixed feelings

I am dally with others

And still, I feel the need for you 

As like you suffice me 

And I stay gruntled 

I don't wanna sound like a plonker 

But this is it how I feel

I don't want to step into an affinity 

Let it be free 

By its own

Nah, I'm not waiting for some right time.

You bring peace to me and

Deep elation

I feel so much that it gets me into some rum switch 

And I just let it go.

It's just hard to say I love you 

When you're afraid that they deserve better. 

Yeah, I do love you but

I don't want to confess.