De-escalate, How?

I'm weak, I'm fragile.

Lord! I'm unable to fulfil it.

I've committed, committed the Sin.

I've galloped against my Heart,

Against my Desire, against Myself.

Because of my Sin, I'm unable

To write what's Significant.

Help me Lord! Help me!

May the Great Wind

Be halt for a moment,

May the Surpassing Downpour

Withdrew for the Season.

Let the Greens be green for a while,

Let the Barrens be barren for a span.

The Sudden Wave of Emotions

Were Greater than those Winds,

More Surpassing than those Downpours,

More Greenier than those Greens,

More Barren than those Barrens.

So far no explanation has been made Lord!

Why the complicated Heart remains complicated?

Would there still be a Connection

Between two beaten Hearts?

Some Heal, some don't,

Some relish everyday,

Some perish daily.

But this is for the concealed Vehemences.

Those Earthly-beings with thumping Core,

Whose core aches from within,

Who saw but not colours,

Who yearn but didn't receive,

Who taste but not sweets,

Who grasp but air,

Who feel but never fulfilled,

Who walks but nowhere,

Who follow but ambiguous

Is the Answer.

But Lord! Give them a moment,

A moment to count their emotions.

Because they may never learn

To attach deeply again.