Freedom

Like flashes of light that exposes you in the darkness of my past

A shodow that follows my every step

Resting at my feet in my mind

Ready to deprive me of my rights to move on with life

No freedom I find in my present life

My thoughts you have crippled 

I find no creativity no passion 

My limbs all sore and worn out 

As helpless as a baby I am lost in deep thoughts

Yet I arrive at nothing for my mind is all confused

Have I a reason to hang onto you

After you're in another's Bossom

Why do I love you more 

When each time you throw me out in the cold

I cuddle my emptiness leave your unfaithfulness in the dark pit of my mind

I feel no pain no anger just submit to your every command

Am a caged bird 

For another my heart my love will never be theirs

Am totally devoted to you alone

Yet in the corner of my mind I secretly worship

What is freedom when am a victim of greed and pride in my own home

Freedom on my lips is an abusive language

I can not speak of leaving home

For behind bars of my mind each step 

gets closer to the grave

Suppressed by the fake love

That grounded my freedom

I remain in my caged mind