Darkest Secret

Tears, sorrows, unhappiness surrounds me

Apart from the goods I've done to many

Still this loneliness and fear grabs me tightly

I shiver in the darkest moments of my life

Those moments which break me and turn me stone

Being crowded with people, I still feel alone

Yes!! I'm a closed book, filled with darkest secrets

I fear to tell, to share, to lose, to fall...

My closest regard me depressive situation, some call me bully and angered

But I'm none of them at all

I'm a girl who needs someone to open this book and go through every darkest secret of mine

The moment when I wanted to die,

The phase where I wanted to cry, the hand which I wanted to hold,

The shoulder I needed close to lie....

But everytime the search felt vain, I go through the book of mine and closed it...

Cause! I still feel it may create a disastrous situation

It's not me when you see me now, its completely someone else

Yes!! I changed but it wasn't my choice

It was the demand of the moment

I gave up to be controlled, cause it wasn't that I was born for!!!

But to feel the bestest of all feelings

I waited till my destiny dragged me from dismay

To the one whom I used to search for....