Capture

I want to capture myself

In a room full of darkness

Where voices aren't allowed to go in

And people are a broken mess. 

I want to sit in a corner

Put a light on the shattering thoughts

Want to meet the possessive demons

Asking a vacation, as my last resort. 

I want to travel the uncertain road,

Or certain ones, do I really need?

I'm asking too many questions,

Or questioning is all I need?

Deep breaths, shaky hands,

My mind is full of talks,

Right is wrong, wrong is right, right is right, wrong is wrong... 

Aahhhh! I can't decide, it is a total chaos!

Dreams are sweet nightmares,

Death, my favourite playground,

Am I audible to you? 

In this misery bound. 

Sssshhhh! Here I come, 

With a smile on my face, 

Can you keep my secret,

And be my little solace.