breaking the norms

Have you ever fallen in love With someone?

With whom you are not supposed to

I have

I have and I am still madly in love with someone with whom I am not supposed to 

I imagine Waking up beside her

I imagine being in her arms all night

But I stop 

I stop when I imagine her because maybe it is stupid

What will people think if they found out

Because I know they will laugh behind my back 

But after all this maybe she likes me too

Maybe she also thinks about me

But I should not think of her

Because I am not supposed to love her

But if I am not supposed to love her then 

Why she smiled back at me when she once caught me looking at her

Then why do I even have this feeling that doesn't let me sleep at night

ok I will try to not love her

But I want to tell her first and last time

The moon is beautiful, isn't it?