Behind The Closed Door

She stood there once gain feeling hopeless,

Words stuck on her throat on the way before meeting its destiny,

She rushed to her door, closing it behind and let the tears flow like an ocean. 

It rushed its way with no walls to stop, after being held hostage by her,

Silent screams filled the room, making her restless;

The smile made its way on her face, but tears still on its peak. 

Behind those smile, hiding her pain just like those screams hiding behind

that door.

That pain pierced her heart leaving behind the scares. 

Thoughts started it's war, fighting for its dominance 

leaving her mind aching in pain;

She bit her lip hard, holding her screams back before it leaves the closed door.

Sadness that hid behind the closed door failed to reach out.

Screams that made it through the closed door pierced her ears, she clenched her teeth holding back her screams before it leaves the closed door;

Tiredness consumed her face, but it's her soul what is more tired,

She is trapped in that sadness which never seems to leave her behind,

She is once again, tired.

Tired of living, tired of sadness, 

Tired of pain that seemed to fall in love with her;

It is perhaps, love,s right?

Or is it a cruel fate that seems to bound to her life?