Another Day I Am Awake...

Love is a four-letter word so is hurt and lies.

He is done with her cheating as she begs him back and softly cries.

Over and over we have done this song and dance

But she still can't say no and lets everybody in her pants,

They all hide it and deny it for her.

Half of these guys are good buddies to him.

Everybody plays it off so well that

It's about impossible to detect or tell but it happens.

She loves sex and can't say no ...

Today he is left again wondering where she is and why she left,

Images of her and other men flash his mind,

He decides to not search for her

And catch her in fear of what he may find,

In fear of what he may do to her.

Yes if the effort was made he could track her for sure

But tonight something different is in his mind.

It's a good time to go where the party is and the easy girls are

And maybe he will score. Looking to cheat after 13 years

Of being faithful and true ...wWhy not find some stranger,

Why not something, young, hot, and brand new?

After all, that is what his cheating, lying, slut wife would do

Or what she is doing well close but she ain't with anybody new.

She's out with his friend playing his sexual fantasies

And forgot her loving husband even exists

But tonight a change is in the mist,

Little does she know at this moment

Her faithful, fool of a husband is on his way home with a new friend,

This will mark the beginning of a violent painful drawn-out end.

His newfound best friend, the bitter cold end.

The end of her and him and the deception,

The end of big family dinners and holidays,

The end of long feverish painful lonely nights and bright white torturous days.