Announce Me Dead, Tonight

Questions! Questions! Questions!

I'm calling her now,

To accept me at last resort,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she come now?

Tonight, let me sleep with her,

Embracing my breathes, pains, anxious life,

Someone! Tell her, she has to come,

Accordance to situations of disloyalty,

Unacceptance by loved ones,

Hallowing my emptiness even more!

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she come now?

Confined by fears, love, care,

Asking to trust, this time on bluff,

I'm looking at waiting,

With keeness unmatchable,

Forced to accept slavery,

As God's will in forced ways,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she come now?

Calling loved ones inside,

Asking to trust me,

Fearing the fate of father's father, father,

I'm seeing my fate as them,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she come now?

The king enslaved intuition,

Me, I'm a disturbed soul,

Slaving! Slaving! Slaving!

Morning to night, hate to love,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she come now?

Unstrengthing my ways of survival,

Asking to be in more pain,

Limitless I feel my emptiness,

Bleed me! Crucify me! Chastity me!

Don't make me a slave,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she come now?

Offering darkness as lightness,

Lying for my life; I'm just alive,

Getting provoked to react in their ways,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she come now?

On my absence,

Don't call me a coward,

Don't beg my soul to be at peace,

Rather, smile like a smile,

As he owns your conscience still,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she come now?

Alas, looked for beauty in hypocrites' world,

And, 

I found her beneath darkness of my heart,

She knows me from the creation of my soul,

She's beautiful as rare black rose,

She's mine as universe of her,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she come now?

Dying inside; empty,

Lying myself; surviving,

Asking nuisance; submitting,

Controlling myself; dominating,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she love me now?

Call my death, history's justice,

She makes evidence in centuries,

Just to make myths,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she love me now?

Announce me dead, tonight!

I'm marrying my love; again,

I'm calling my wife; with trust,

Answer me! Oh dear world,

Will she come now?

Announce me dead, tonight,

I'm leaving footprints,

Accordance with words,

Announce me dead, just dead,

Once!

© sjwordsmith