Acquaintance

There she was

Revisiting me

Persistently

An old acquaintance,

She's is the very reason

My stomach sinks,

At the thought of waking up,

How to live yet another

Day without dying.

No matter how hard I try,

I wish my eyes never opened,

She wouldn't give up.

She's my secret soulmate,

She would follow me around,

In the form of dark clouds.

Would attack me

Without a warning,

The pain she orders me,

To put me through,

I have to obey her,

Only then can I

See a small ray of light.

She would stay

With me from dusk,

And she wouldn't

Leave even after dawn.

But everyone thinks it's a

Warm sunny day.

Only do I know

How black it is;

Her name is depression.