A Lover's Last Words...

Am I allowed to express, 

Without explaining, because it’s not to impress, 

To hold it up till now, I am full of stress, 

I know it’s bizarre, as I am a mess, 

But just listen to me first, and don’t try to guess, 

I know you don’t want to, but for once say yes, 

There’s a lot inside me, that I suppress, 

At least try to acknowledge, I request, 

It’s been in denial for so long, that now it’s causing me distress, 

Trust me, it’s all about my feelings, and nothing else, 

What I did was a mistake so big, I confess, 

But now I know it doesn’t matter, more or less, 

Now I have to leave, the time suggests, 

Look at the sky, it’s the beginning of ingress, 

And where I stand is not the crest, 

So, it’s all going to end in my chest, 

Because I have no road left, 

I am evil in love with a soul so best, 

But I loved her the most in this world, nonetheless, 

God bless my mistress.