A Curse Of Happiness

I just can't make you understand I Just cant tell

How I'm living right now while walking through this hell

Obsessed with the pain with my fellow beasts

When I'm headlong try not to Ring my bell

I'm far from the reality I'm a lost thought wasted

Walking in my own notions in dreams I Dwell

The curse of happiness you gave revoked my death

It's hard for me to live I'm just Breaking the Spell

Lurking in the woods demons of the past

I stare back on them and Bid them farewell

Hell lot of junk a revolution in my head

Look what I'm cooking alas! you could not smell

A nasty smile on my face is an urge that resisted

You can't gel up real quick you know it Damn very Well