"A Crushed Heart; Screaming Aloud..!"

I do smile 

And smile a lot.

But of course, a smile?

Noh! It’s Not.

My eyes seem shining

With immense reflections.

But inside stays,

Only piercing explosions 

And burning afflictions.

Ahh! Groomed, brightened

Is my face on one side.

Broken, crippled, twisted 

Is what looks inside.

Hidden thorns

On my skin, that burns. Demon Horns

On my soul, that haunts.

Feeling fences

To my sentiments, that tenses.

Reminiscence orders

To my soul, that murders.

Yeah at first sight,

You stole me,

Then spilled me,

And then killed me.

Now I am just a hollow reel,

Into endless oblivion I feel.

You see me smiling.

But actually deep inside,

I am crying,

Screaming, screeching

Very loud,

Louder than my voice,

Yes, louder than everything.