Why Did It Happen Only With Me

I know I am the sailor of my sea but sometimes I don't know how to express the situation or handle it? I tried to finalize those things but at last, I got too hopeless. It is just because I am not capable of those things or I didn't have to do those things. 

On October 18, 2021, I started my journey to Kedarnath after taking money from my friend Jigar (who was the cousin brother of my friend Keyur). I told him that I will return to him within 10 days as I get my salary on the 25th of the month. 

This time I don't know due to some reason I didn't receive my salary on time and my employer said that He needs to shut down the company as He was not capable to run the company. He said to everyone that He will pay us the salary after a few days and then He just walk away without giving anyone's salary.

Now, the trouble part has begun as I promised Jigar that I will give him his money back within 10 days. He didn't ask me for the next 5 days and waited for my response. I returned from Kedarnath on the 28 of October but took a rest for the next 2 days. Jigar called me for his money and I told him everything but the person doesn't want to listen to me and straightly told me to return his money by hook or crook. 

I called my employer to know when he will be going to credit my salary but in return, I found that the person has switched off his mobile and run away to some unknown location, where no one can reach him to tell him to clear the salary. I went to the office and found that He was not over there and I asked another person and He said that my employer has left the office. I called my colleague and she told me that we need to forget about our salary He runs away from his responsibilities. 

I couldn't even believe it but that's the truth and no matter what happened I am responsible for what I did in the past. I have to pay the amount which I have taken from Jigar and I'll pay him as soon as possible. I will try to arrange the money from somewhere else and clear my debt with Jigar and tell him to never meet me again because torturing on this level was not good.

Sometimes the situation goes out of limits and no matter what but a person has to manage things but if he/she is not capable of what the other person required. I learned a lesson from this experience and that please never take money from those who are fucking assholes. Jigar is one of them because He also knows that no one with me can help me or give me the money.

At last, I only want to say this not only me but it happens to everyone but sometimes another person has to understand that person's situation. It's too difficult when a person gets nothing after trying everything then please support him/her because you never know getting hopeless answers could break the person and make him/her destroy his/her life and that can be true.