Vaasta

We are not together but somehow we are meant to be, he wants to block me from his life but not in his heart, I lived in his heart but not in his life,

Me - Hey, I want to talk, give me only 10 minutes atleast, he doesn't reply, his slow reply was killing me, hurting me,

And suddenly the reply came...

He - I don't have time to talk, my life is too busy.

Me - So what, I don't wanna talk to you daily but at least per week you can message me,

He - no no..I don't have time, ( this reply came at least after 7 hours).

Me - His ignorance was killing me, I don't want to be with him in any relationship but just want to be with him, but he doesn't want,...I was really angry and said ..okay block me because if I will be here, it will happen again and again...so please block me...

He - After a day, he replied, I can't block you.

Me - Why, why ..you won't block me, you won't talk to me, what you can do? Only ignore?.

No no you can't do this to me, block me yaar...(khatam karo roz roz ka yeh kissa) she said in hindi..

He - I can't block you, but I also can't talk with you, there are many problems around me, lots of responsibilities, try to understand...

Me - No no, I don't want to understand, just want to be with you.

He - This is your problem, you never understood what am I saying.

She - Actually the problem is that no one can replace you, you are still here, yes we had a breakup, but I never moved on, try very hard to move on but you never left your place, this is the problem, I still love you, and you don't ...

He - Seriously??

But I always told you to forget me and move on, your future is really bright...

She - Why don't you understand yar. .

He - Sen but no reply

(After two days)

She - Hiii!

He - Hey, how are you?

She - Very good, you?

He - Good

She - Hmmm....

He - (Two minute silence), so?

She - Getting married.

He - Seen but no reply, after five minutes he replied, wow congratulations, finally you are getting married ..who is he?

She - Yes, I told you about him, he is the one, he proposed to me, and I said yes.

He - Ohh that's great, finally, you got your soulmate, be happy...

She - I wish you ever get to understand what is my happiness...

He - Meaning?

She - No reply...

(After two months)

(He messaged her sister to know about her)

Sis - Don't you know, she broke the marriage, and no one knows now where is she, she left her house, we tried to search her but never found her, we don't know where is she, but I really want that she never comes back here.

He - But you never tried to search her,

Sis - Yes we tried, and at last moment we put our hands up and we thought that now wherever she is, let her always remain happy...

He - Just sitting and thinking about her...

He remembered her line.... (tum mujhe bahut satate ho na, Dekh lena ek din main tumko chod kar humesa ke liye chali jaugi tab tumhe pata lagega ,)