Tragic Te-Amo

"The best love is the kind of soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds."

I know every love story is beautiful but yours is my favorite...

Hello !!!

I am ISHIKA narrator of this lovely story and Anuksha’s sister

So, let me introduce our heroine Miss. Anuksha she looks good in others as her eyes are too brown and beautiful, speak only words of kindness as her lips are pink and glossy, milky white face and flaws of long hair make her more pretty. She used to capture the nature in her paintings. She always wants a life free of restrictions and wants to fly like a bird as she belongs to orthodox Brahmin family. Anuksha cleared her 8th standard board exams and as it’s time for vacations.

We went to Lucknow. Now there's our hero. He was a teenager boy, a grandson of our grandfather’s friend. We lived nearby and often visited each others house. He is fair in color, full of attitude, good sense of humor his name was Samraag.

 

Anuksha and Samraag started liking each other’s company. That day I understood we don’t meet people by accident, they are meant to cross our path for a reason. They spent much time together, had endless themes to talk about. In the garden they had a special place, where they sit dreamed and talked. One day Anuksha was busy in preparing a cup of tea Samraag came in the kitchen and started singing a beautiful song {tu hi ye mujhko bta de chahu mein ya na…} she wanted to confess her love but as we know that girls won’t do that they wait for boy to approach them. After the song there was a deep silence between them.

Then the worst thing happened our vacations are over and we had to return to our hometown Anuksha thought she won't meet with Samraag again. But they had a deep conversation on cell phones. Again in the month of September, there's a wedding of our cousin sister and we packed our bags and drive to Jabalpur. She was waiting for him as his train was late that day. Finally, the waiting time converted into a meeting they both saw each other and wanted some space to talk. So as I was an angel for them and mediator for others. Somehow I managed to made arrangements in the terrace and find some ways to get them rid off from family members.

The relation between Anuksha and me was as usual as a sister’s relation but when Samraag entered into our life, he changed everything we started sharing details of every hour every minute and every second between us so now I was her bêtise and she was mine.

One day Samraag came to me and said Ishika today I am going to purpose her and I don’t how she is going to react but I believe when it's time for our souls to meet then there’s nothing on earth that can prevent us. So I said go for it, everything will be fine as there is 1 universe 9 planets 204 countries 809 islands 7 seas but today you had a privilege to meet her and confess your love.

After the meeting Anuksha came to me and said Ishika I want to tell you something: - It may sound ridiculous, but for the first time I felt that I’m alive when he purposed me. The moment when he bend on his knees and said I fell in love with you don't know how I don’t know why I just did. He sang one of my favorite songs {tum hi ho ab tum hi ho….} he grabs my waist my hand on his shoulder and we danced together and at last I said yes to him. 

Now I get confused.....

What is happening with me? Why I get attracted towards Samraag? Did I really love him or its just attraction?

I said may be its love, I know first feelings are always special, new, unexplored, and coupled with childish innocence. Love is an emotion experienced by many and enjoyed by few.

So now for both of them love is in the air, love is everywhere. We had came to Jabalpur to attend a wedding but there started a new love story they don’t know further what’s going to be happen but for now they want to create memories together. They used to do childish things like sharing of tea, eating of Maggie, giving dare to show their love, etc …………….

They sat together and dreamed to spend the rest of life together, laughing and sharing, to talk to communicate, to unite when things come undone, to be best friends and support each other and making wonderful memories and grow old together to be strong as one.

But unfortunately Anuksha's father caught her with Samraag and after that, we all know what would happen? Anuksha’s father scolded her took her cell phones so that there will be no contact between them for months. Then somehow I managed to place a call to Samraag and then they again started talking for hours. They used to talk daily for 7-8 hours a day they share each and everything between them.

One funny thing is that they don’t hug and kiss each other in 3 years of relationship. If Samraag is in trouble then Anuksha gets a feeling that something is wrong, even this thing I also can’t understand. As I don’t believe in love and six senses terminology. Sometimes they used to fight often but after fighting the making up and realization that their relationship is more important than their differences.

But  one day Samraag decided to break up. Then for the first time, I saw her crying the whole night she made several cuts in her hand. Then I talked to him and tried to make him understand that maybe someday when the pages of your life end, she will be one of your most beautiful chapters. So it’s better to live in the present and spent more and more time to create beautiful memories as when things get tough you can remember the journey you started together.

Remember why you first fell in love, don’t give up easily. Then in the next morning, he left a message for Anuksha: -“ The worst mistake I have done is walking away from you because you are the only person who actually stood there and waited for me…

You’re allowed to feel hurt

You’re allowed to yell

You’re allowed to slap me

You’re allowed to scold me

But forgive me once and come back again into my life.

Then as we know girls show some attitude the same thing she did she replied to him after 7 days. Now what she replied is:-

Tell me you love me,

Tell me it’s not really over,

Tell me we didn’t say goodbye

Tell me we can begin again

Tell me we’re worth one last try

Tell me this is all a mistake

Tell me you need me

Tell me I have a place in your life

Just tell me everything…

Then everything is going on a track, I thought no problems will occur in their relationship but as we know what we think doesn’t happen, instead of that something worst is going to happen? In the month of January when 12th model exams are on head there was bad news from our village that our cousin brother died last night we packed our bags in hurry somehow managed to reach there on time. We spent 15 days in village. Anuksha met Samraag and had a confession about the months when they were not talking. Everything was going very smoothly the day had come when they completed there 5 years of relationship together. They were celebrating and in the meantime, my cousin brother saw both of them and now it’s time for a permanent separation.

 

It’s going to be very tough but at last Anuksha and Samraag decided to choose their family and to lose each other it doesn’t mean that they don’t love each other.

They loved each other till their last breath somewhere deep inside their heart they always feel for each other. Love doesn’t mean to be with each other it’s all about the connection between the soul.

Every story has an end but in life, every ending is a new beginning…