To The Stars And Back

"If only I Could meet him once more...look at him once more. hold his hands once more...hug him once more..'coz once, was not enough and once more might not be either "

Were the words I heard from a friend who was once miles away from knowing , experiencing or even accepting the 'magic' called LOVE...

No wonder it is called magic...coz I have seen hearts of rock melt faster than ice under its influence...

I have only loved one...and have loved him from the core ... To the stars and back...

I still remember the night we spent together... Nothing could be more warm than what I experienced that night.. under the stars ... In the twilight

We spent the night talking about us... About how messed up yet perfect for each other we were...how our imperfections fit right together and made us both completely perfect....how none of us could live without the other...how each of us carried the heart of the other...

Through out the night our hands seemed to be glued to each other. We held hands like as if we were born that way ..and couldnt leave each other... We cuddled... Yes... we cuddled...If someone asked me what is the most beautiful thing you have experienced. I would say cuddling with someone who makes you feel the safest and the most loved in the world... The way he envolped me into him... I felt like a kid... A kid getting all the love of the world... In that moment I realised what pinnacle of peace must feel like... all the hollowness I had ever felt was gone... it felt like someone had taken away all the pain and replaced it with love and serinity..I turned towards him...burrying my face into his chest...as if hiding myself from the world into him... And he gently put his chin on my head pulling me in ..holding me with his hands wrapped around... As if giving assurance that nothing could change US... In that moment I actually came to understand the saying "two bodies one soul" .. I came to understand what "being complete" meant ...

We spent the whole night admiring each other... How his face fit perfectly in the space between my face and shoulders... how everytime his warm breath bracing my neck got me goose bumps... How his hands wrapped perfectly around me... we stayed assuring each other of how our future was going to be this way ... It felt like the perfect world... I wanted to stay in this world... A world that had only him , me and the stars...

I wanted the time to freeze... for the first time ever.. I din't want the sun to rise...I wanted the night to continue forever...so I could stay in his arms and feel him forevr...

But then came the rays of sun...cutting through the huge hoardings from the adjacent building... And I woke up...woke up from a dream that I never wanted to wake up from...woke up to the fact that I haven't experience the magic yet... woke out of my perfect world into the real one...

And the one I loved?? I am sure he is searching for me ... just as I am searching for him ...

Because I have only loved him...and loved from the core..to the stars and back..