The Shadow of Rohan
The Shadow of Rohan
The clock had just struck six in the evening. With every agonizing tick of the wall clock in the living room, Amit’s heart raced faster. Lying on the table was his report card, with a glaring '78%' written across it in aggressive red ink—a score that wasn't objectively bad, but in this household, it amounted to a crime. Exhaling a trembling breath, Amit swiftly buried the paper deep between the pages of his heavy history textbook, as if concealing a dark, shameful secret.
Just then, the doorbell rang. The moment his mother opened the door, his father stepped inside, tossed his heavy briefcase onto the sofa, and dropped his daily, predictable question into the air: "How is Rohan doing? Did the mock test results come out today?"
A proud, radiant smile instantly swept across his mother’s face. "Rohan? Oh, he topped the entire school yet again! He secured 96% marks. Every single teacher is singing his praises."
His father’s exhausted face instantly lit up with immense joy. Walking over to Rohan, he patted his back proudly. "Splendid job, son! After all, you are the one carrying the legacy of our family name."
Standing by the corner of the dining table, Amit felt a sharp, suffocating lump form in his throat. His fingers gripped the edges of his history book so tightly that the pages began to crumple. As he quietly turned to retreat toward his room, his father’s stern gaze locked onto him. "And Amit... what about you? Why the long face? Learn something from your brother for a change! You spend the entire day wandering around like a madman with that camera or sketchpad. You never pay any attention to real numbers!"
Amit silently lowered his gaze, swallowing the humiliation. Without a word, he walked into his room and clicked the lock shut. Hanging prominently on his bedroom wall was a breathtakingly vibrant portrait. With the precision of a seasoned artist, Amit had captured a candid, laughing expression of Rohan onto the canvas. Rohan was the beloved, 'perfect' son of the house, and ironically, Amit had dedicated his finest art to that very perfect brother. He constantly felt like he wasn't a human being in this house, but merely a blurred, non-existent shadow of Rohan.
But that night, the silence inside Amit finally shattered. He looked at the brilliant portrait on the wall, and then at the 78% report card on his desk. Pulling the paper out from his history book, he walked back into the living room with measured, resolute steps. His parents were still blissfully weaving dreams around Rohan’s golden future.
Amit walked up and placed his report card directly in front of his father. A frown immediately creased his father's forehead, and he opened his mouth to reprimand him, but Amit spoke first, his voice calm yet unyielding. "Papa, I scored 78%. I know it is nowhere near Rohan’s 96%. But... could you please step into my room for just one minute?"
Startled by his tone, his parents exchanged a look and followed Amit into his bedroom. Ready to scold him, his father took two steps inside the room and froze. The massive portrait of Rohan on the wall gleamed under the soft glow of the desk lamp. The painting didn't just capture Rohan’s features; it held the profound depth of a brother’s unconditional love and a rare, masterful talent.
Amit gently opened his sketchpad, revealing stunning, raw sketches of underprivileged street children, the breathtaking colors of a dying sunset, and the weathered, hardworking hands of his mother. Looking up, Amit whispered, "Papa, I can never be a genius like Rohan because I am Amit. I am tired of living as his shadow. Is there any room in this house for who I actually am?"
A heavy, profound silence enveloped the room. His father looked at the masterpiece on the wall, then at the soul-stirring sketches in the pad, and finally, into Amit’s tear-brimmed eyes. For the first time, it dawned on the father that in celebrating the blinding light of one son, he had completely ignored the beautiful, steady flame burning inside the other.
His father stepped forward and took the sketchpad from Amit’s hands, his own eyes growing misty. Placing a gentle, reassuring hand on Amit’s shoulder, he said in a softened, thick voice, "This portrait... it is magnificent, Amit. Forgive us, son. We were so blinded by Rohan's light that we failed to see the brilliance of your own art. You are nobody's shadow. You are a complete sky all by yourself."
That night, the smile on the painted portrait on the wall seemed to grow deeper. Amit had finally stepped out of Rohan's shadow, basking in the first warm rays of his own true identity.
