Running From Myself

I pity your mentality. Most people respond in this way when I say I am having trust issues with people.

I do not know whether it is because of my abusive childhood, ignored teenage or lack of guidance in adulting.

I easily believe people. I trust so much that I will do anything for them.

Though most of the time I have treated like tissue paper I will try to help people again.

So whenever trust issues come, I run from myself. I fall, broke but cannot stop.

It is my greatest fear that I might lose breath while running from trust issues.